dear tortoise (not huier or can be huier if u want hahahah :D ),


famine camp over. not as fun as expected since quite sian but nvm, at least i knew more nice ppl (: pauline, yan zan, kaizhi, zhikan, nicki, basil, monoj, alex, longboon, tzewei, jingzhi, kimberlyn and of course facil jessica , thank you for being part of maale (not molly or malay HAHA) in ethiopia (: i learnt something from the camp and thanks for being there! and huier, jocelyn, xb, siew etc etc for entertaining me when im bored. which is like. alot of the times. break fast with some yong chai version 2. =.= sad life. luckily i had pastamania and ice cream later on.


stoning now. thinking about alot of stuff while i stoned. my dream is scary. i dunno why it was so clear jus nw but super blur now. i forgot the content. why liddat D: super sian now. ate alot of seaweed until i full and bloated. wadever. everywhere hurts, from head to arm to body to everywhere. i need to do eom later. if i can. yeah. though no mood.


suddenly rmbering the past. like such a wonderful time. even when studying. 4 faith's classroom, playing cards in balcony, crapping, eating in canteen, lemon chicken rice, orange bowl, huahui, fam lounge, secondary block, track, forum & so many many many many things. not tat hwachong is not good, i just dont feel the bond to the ppl to the place there. of course there are good times there too but all accompanied with alot of problems. :/ LALALA HOWEVER! i decided to live life to the fullest (: all those kids in ethiopia, mongolia, vietnam dun even have a chance to study while i complain here ): yeah so study! (:



i am going to forget about it.
i am going to forget about you.
i feel sorry.
i feel guilty.
i want back my life.
i want back myself.


i want myself back.