so many things going on my mind.

had enough. not going to try so hard anymore. what's the use, you don't even know how to appreciate our efforts. not the first time. really really wish you could consider other people's feelings a bit more rather than just heck care. in case you didn't know, it's very tiring. hais. okay I declare myself a loser -.- going to try as hard as i can BLEH. HEARD TT IDIOT?

today's sabbat was quite fun :) new school hip hop heh, DONT LAUGH. it's quite nice, the instructor (jay?) was good and nice and zai :D made new friends hee, adeline and choonting haha. koi bubble tea tt spilled was epic funny. i missed girls' school life. and today just reminded me of it with so little guys. hais. REALLY MISSED IT ALOT. my calves are hurting a little bit and it's so fat now. tmr will double the size with the cycling oh no.

back to the so many things. i am writing letters and some of you may received it. i only got 8 nice nice paper and envelopes mans. my reflection is erm screwed up cos i realised how screwed up a person i am and was. j1 life sucks to the core. nver had so much problems and partly i brought it to myself and had no one to blame. feeling apologetic to many people. i am going to try to be a better person. at least i can say i tried, quoted from idiotic calvin lian tt seldom come up with wise words.