sometimes, i just feel that people shouldn't get too emotional over stuff they cannot control. like stuff that doesn't involve you. headbutt inside that issue and you are just finding trouble. it may sound cold-blooded or whatever it may be, i just find it so true in this materialistic world everyone is living in. survival skills they call it. principles?

i dun get what i'm trying to say and i doubt anyone can get it. HAH. too bad. this is damn tiring. i really am sick and tired. and that dumb fucked up headache better screw off and stop disturbing me.

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& i am now reading this article on the rape of nanking and it was freaking horrible. they beheaded first row of people and made the seond row to dispose the bodies and then behead them, so the process went on and on. I WANT TO CURSE NOW. FUCK FUCK FUCK ALL THE OLD KNS JAPANESE SERIOUSLY. i can imagine the bloody pond wth.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i want to cry now. stupid i&i.