is it that hard to be in a normal family?
i really don't know what to do and how to help. and i don't want to let these things affect my mood in school, and my friends. screw it, why is it always like that. i was doing so well for the past two weeks, at least i thought i was. and now something comes along, and all my effort goes crumbling down. it's hard to build it again you know, and pretend nothing happens in school. omg, and how naive i was to hope for that. hurhur. now, i just wish to get out of here and start my own life, tyvm.
that, shall be my motivation.
kays, enough of ranting. get on with life. everyone has their own destined path to go anw. it's actually a generally happy day for me from morning until night before i went home yeah. i finished huier's and wm's presents and i gave it to them :) was damn satisfied with it yay. i went ikea for meatballs with weimin :) i also had swimming test today which is quite fun. my lessons were so slack today. and ct session, i saw an awesome 2011 athena fac dance. so my day was supposed to be great and awesome. i mean it was. yeah okay yeah. tmr juniors will be coming and i can't wait :) they are the really really really lucky ones to be able to come to this school which is like 99.9% their first choice school. others who couldn't get what they wanted and are settling for appeals are the unlucky ones. and you are an unlucky one. can't wait for orientation :DDD
i am going to get a good sleep and get some temporary amnesia hurhur.
